I wonder if I'm ever going to be good enough. I wonder if I'm ever going to be able to make it to forming a band. I wonder if I'm going to be a good enough violinist. I wonder if I'm going to be a good enough volacist. I wonder if people will like my songs, I wonder if they will like my stories or my art. I wonder if I'm going to live another... I wonder... God Damn I need stop think so fucking much.